LAMAZE CLASS DROP OUTS

We never made it to our third class, and we're not going back. It just wasn't the thing for me. I had envisioned it being just about as strange as it was so I don't know why I felt so surprised and guilty when I decided to give it up. Babies come whether you HEE HEE HOOO or just scream HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME.

I've got so much to update on and so many great pictures to scan and upload. Hopefully I'll get to that this year sometime.

I hit the third trimester hard. I think I waddle now and I feel like crap the majority of the time. It's all tolerable and the sleepiness comes and goes, but I miss the consistency of before. Now I'm just sort of unpredictable which leads to alot of irritation and emotional stress.

I can't stop buying baby clothes either. I don't seem to care that we seem to have enough. I somehow manage to make it my purpose to make sure we have the best dressed cutest daughter on the planet. Even though she'll be covered in barf (or something worse) 90% of the time. Ah well. I'll just keep a good sense of humor about it.

Don't get me started on the name thing. Although I think we have come up with at least one that we agree on and probably like about the same. Finding the middle name is another chore although it is a chore I thought we had taken care of in the first place. It's coming along though and I only choose to stress out about it when everything else has been stressed out about more.

I'm getting itchy to get the baby room done and I know it will all come in due time. I'm just not so sure about the little bundle of "oof". Everyone I hear of seems to be delivering early. All this concern and I'll probably be the one induced at 2 weeks late. Which won't be so bad because I think I'd rather be in a state of 'Get this kid out of me' than in the state of 'baby can stay until June or July...whatever' that I'm in now. I'm just not ready. It still doesn't seem real. Sometimes it doesn't even seem conceivable.

But that would be wrong. Conceived she has been.
Signed, sealed and delivered... well we'll get to that part eventually.

(June or July hopefully)