THE WENDY FILES

Mood: Out of it.
Listening to: The voices within. OoooweeeeoooO

I got nothin'.

I haven't quite figured out why I haven't updated in so long. I've got so much stuff going on in my noggin I really don't want to take the time to try and organize it all. Here it is midnight already. I am looking forward to next week's 3 day weekend. I need a break. I need my vacation STAT.

I am craving a peanut butter twix. I think I've wanted one for the past 4 days. It's getting ridiculous. I should just get one already. Cripes.

My monitor is fucking up lately. I don't know what's wrong with it. I can't even really describe the symptoms. It's almost like the picture keeps rolling vertically. It's not really noticeable unless you're trying to read something. It definitely plays tricks on the eyes. Sucks.

As far as the things I've been doing lately - well not a whole bunch of stuff. We have gone out a couple of times with friends and played some tennis. Taken a couple of walks. It's been pretty peaceful around here. Yesterday Rob and I went to a couple of green houses and drooled over all of the plants and flowers. We only came home with a tomato plant, but it was hard not to get anything else. We just really don't have the room.

I'm terrified. Monday afternoon I go to the doctor for a scary procedure. I'm scared for the pain and I'm not looking forward to going back to work afterwards. It's going to be a shitty day. Then on Tuesday I have another chriopractor apointment. I've been seeing Dr. Kelly for a little over a week now and I go every other day. Thursday and Friday at work were the worst so far, I really hope it gets better soon. He seems to think I'm making progress so I guess only time will tell. I still haven't heard back from the insurance company about my surgery thing. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but I have the feeling that my claim is hanging out under a big stack of papers somewhere. I don't have much hopes up for that.

We still haven't won the lottery but we're trying.

I'm getting better with my pool skills.

TGI Friday's clamato beers kick the crap out of Applebees any day.

I think my vacation this year is gonna be at the end of June through the beginning of July. I wish I had plans or at least the money to make plans but I know I'll be satisified spending my time at home - maybe I can get something creative done, or at least something figured out in this twisted mangle of thoughts I call my brain.

Wendy's Wishes
I wish I had a PB Twix RIGHT NOW
I wish Friday would get here so I could go home and see Gavyn.
I wish I went somewhere else for drinks last Friday.
I wish I would have cut my hair shorter the first time.
I wish the lottery would pick me.
I wish someone would do my laundry.

And I think my biggest wish: I wish that all my questions about what I want to do, where I want to be and how I'm going to get there would just konk me right on the head. I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere.

I wish this post would have been more positive. I've been thinking of all kinds of things to say since my last post, but never get around to actually doing it. Even though I've spent most of the time at home, sometimes putting everything out into the open requires too much effort.

Wendy's Favorites
Johnson & Johnson's lavender & chamomile baby lotion
Gramma's cookies
Scoring points with Rob's family
Ranch pasta salad from Ground Round
Homemade tacos
Ice packs on the lower back
All those Citibank commercials
The Starbucks commercial with Survivor
Commercials in general