REEEE-POST

I've posted this quote here and on an older blog of mine, but I'm sticking it right here, right now because I wana. So there.

...We sense there is some sort of spirit that loves
birds and animals, and the ants -
perhaps the same one who gave a radiance to you in
your mother's womb.
Is it logical you'd be walking around entirely
orphaned now?
The truth is, you turned away yourself,
and decided to go into the dark alone.
Now you are tangled up in others, and have forgotten
what you once knew
and that is why everything you do has some weird
failure in it.
--Kabir The Radiance

The New Shit

I don't know why I like that quote so much. It's sorta true to life though. It can stick to so many people I have met or still know. We all have our wierd failures, but I think the ones we suffer through the most are the ones we suffer through alone.

I've been thinking about messing with the colors on this site. It was said to me earlier and I can't remember who said it - but the red/pink I've got going on here sorta matches the whole 'girl' theme thingy. I would have to agree. I think I'm just in need of some new wall paper on this here site. I'm thinking blue. Well cuz it's my favorite color donchaknow. I've got a couple colors picked out - now all I need is the guts to change it.

I had a very decent evening tonight. I watched a movie at Loo's house. She graciously cooked me supper. One of these nights I will have to return th favor, although I'm sure once she's eaten whatever I have made it won't seem like much of a favor - that is, if she survives. I went grocery shopping and got a few things. ... Talked to Marina for awhile as I was shopping. I took a big long bath and read my book. I talked to Rob for about 2 hours and here I sit. I'm ready for bed I think. Trivial Pursuit took too much out of me on Friday. The alcohol sorta turned my brain into mush so I sucked pretty bad at the game. At least I provided some quality entertainment though.

I haven't heard from Mandy since we talked last week, but I know that things between us are at least peaceful. I'm still so glad we had the opportunity to talk and say the things that needed to be said. What a trip it is to grow up.

My plants are doing pretty well. Yay! I am up to 11 now and unfortunately only 3 of them have names. Planty Poo, Chester and Fritz. What a tragedy. The rest of them are suffering identity crisis at the moment. We'll get that worked out I'm sure.

AAUUGGHHH!!! Too many box elder bugs. Diiiieeee.

Okay that's all I got for tonight. I think it's sleepy time. Or at least read-more-book time. I've neglected that thing for so long.