Goat Ass

Good lord I am deadly with a pool stick. Loo likes football and fruity drinks, I still dig the beer, Marina rocks the beer as well - and she's cute when she plays pool. Shawn is the big daddy hangin out with 3 babes. Monday night was fantabulous.

Today was interesting. I talked to someone I hadn't expected to speak to - ever. Or at least for a very very long time. I think the progress we made today was phenomenal and regardless of our history I really wish her the best. Insecurity brings out a person's true nature. It's a shitty way to feel, but it sure makes you analyze yourself and what's going on around you. At least that's my perspective on it anyway. I think everybody knows that me and insecurity have been in close contact.

November 17th - It has been finalized. It's a week later than originally planned, but what's another week? Besides 7 days I mean.

I washed HALF of my dishes tonight. I have no motivation. I should be in my bed fast asleep right now. I've spent too many nights awake after 3 am this week. I need to rejoin the lives of the living tomorrow and I fear showing up another day as a zombie.

Anybody else excited to see Kill Bill? I mean, besides me.

I had originally planned to sit in this computer chair and compose a letter, but after I started it I couldn't really remember what I wanted to write about in the first place. I think I'm just so drained of everything - I got nothin.

It really pisses me off when people fuck with my head. It's been happening alot lately. The only thing I keep hearing from everybody is "stay strong, Wendy" ... From Rob to Jill to Loo and mom. Like I have any other options. There isn't anything else for me to do, is there?

I choose to live