I guess it goes without saying that I'm not doing so well. I go through all the stages as if someone close to me has died.

Other than that, I don't think I have really anything to say. The past 2 days have been as close to hell as I care to get.

I miss him. I hate this.

I added a few poems to the poetry page. I wish I felt more like writing but unfortunately all I feel like doing is sleeping and crying. There isn't much else for me to do right now. Just grieve I guess.