Take Me To Your Lizard

It's been like a week since I've posted anything. That is very odd. I don't really have any excuses either. I just didn't have anything of interest to say. I probably still don't, but I'm doing it anyway. So there!

There is a lunar eclipse tonight. It sounds like it's going to be beautiful, if it doesn't cloud over. For more information click Here.

Wendy Is Flawed

Wow. There's a shocker. I've got issues. I'm gonna lay them all out here. For no other reason than to give myself a reminder.

I place emotional value on just about everything. That may look like an ordinary couch, but to me it's an icon of what used to be my domesticated life. That is a reminder of what used to be, good or bad... and always cherished. I can't look at it without imagining myself on it in somewhat happier times. Day and night. It's simply a reminder. A useful tool for placing your butt and watching TV maybe, but a painful place to set your heart.

I have control issues. When things don't go the way I planned them to go, watch out. For crying out loud, read my mind so you know what it is I want!

Not the best communicator either. Obviously.

I tend to be slightly codependent. When I shouldn't be or have no reason to be.

Grudges... I hang on. I shouldn't waste my time with negativity but, sadly, I do.

I might not be as passive-agressive as I could/should be sometimes.

Imperfection doesn't suck so bad :) At least I know I'm not alone.