Consciousness

Who are you?
What are you doing?
Where do you want to be?

I hate those kind of introspective questions. The type that propells a person to look inside themselves for answers. I'm good at asking myself those questions, but finding the answers is one helluva task. I'm glad to be finding the answers though. lt has definitely taken me long enough.

I decided that I am where I want to be for the time being. Yay for me. My life and my relationships with others are right where they need to be. It feels nice to say YES, I am a happy girl. I am comfortable in my skin. I'm satisfied. Quite possibly I could be Girl Re-glued. hehe

I know that there are alot of people who may never find their answers. They won't because they don't have the will or the capacity to examine themseleves internally. They're too involved with themselves on the outside. By outside I mean things like their environment.

Stop yourself from spinning around in circles and try to find out what is best for you. Your soul. Your smiles. You're responsible for the majority of events that happen in your life. When you lack the determination to grab the next rung of the ladder to pull yourself up, you'll be stuck on that ladder until you decide to climb down. And who wants to climb down? Get going, start growing and eventually you'll find yourself. You are in charge of yourself and your actions are your decisions.

And I'm sorry, but that Mr Winkle dog has got to be the freakiest thing on Earth.