Oh. My. God.

I am so verclempt.
I don't usually go all nuts over movie stars. Well, okay so there was that one thing for Jay Mewes, but I've grown out of that. On the other hand, ORLANDO BLOOM. Hello?! ... He was all sorts of cute as Legolas in LOTR, but when the blonde comes off and he's just all there with his brown eyed cutenes..then I am all kinds of drooly. Drooly now actually.

But I've never been able to control that. haha

But anyway, he just needs to get his cute foreign ass here and whisk me away. Soon.


I'm not here to rain on my keyboard. I saw this quote earlier and I thought it appropriate ... so here it is.

There are times when silence has the loudest voice.
- Leroy Brownlow

I post this quote because there is something brewing inside of me. It keeps me awake while I try to fall asleep and lets me go at the moment I think I'm losing my mind. It just holds me there in constant thought - almost a constant composition...because that's what it's like I'm doing. Composing. I can lie in the silent darkness or sit at a desk in a noisy environment and the only thing my mind does is chatter. I could write it down, turn an abstract thought into something tangible, but I don't... and to me that is powerful. I'm tempted to sit here and try to make the connection between mind and matter actually happen, but I hold myself back because I don't think I could do it justice. Aaaahh yes. Confusing it is.
But my silence is speaking volumes to me.

PS - I read 100 pages in my book last night. It's not that it's getting good...I'm just determined to read it.