Monday...bleh

Sitting here at work trying to scan some pictures in and it's not working so well... so instead of breaking computer equipment I come here. Ahhh yes.

Everything that I have held on to as dear to me is changing. Everything is changing. And I wonder, simply for the fact of wondering, if I'm changing too. On the outside, I don't see it. On the inside, I feel different. I don't know the details of the difference, but I know that something has changed.

Feeling lost isn't just the start of it. It's the entire contents of it. I don't think there is enough time in the world to untangle the tangles I have been found to have. But I guess time is all I have. Time to waste on myself. It all seems like it could be so simple, but I'm afraid that it isn't.

*sigh* I miss simple.
I miss me.